Saturday 14 June 2008

Bedroom Stories.

I've been surfing Digi's webpage for God knows how long and I can't seem to find anything on changing my billing address. Aaaaah. Might as well crap about something since my blog has not been crapped on for a very long time. YES. Very long time. I was always preoccupied in other, more beneficial things. (Right.....) Anyways Mr. Yellow Man, I can't seem to change my billing date so I am going to lodge a complain. (Again... Right.......)

My second post for the day. Making full use of the wifi back home. Grr. 0110 hours. I'm actually looking forward to a phone call. Mr. Snufflelufugus. :)

Okay. So there's the issue of stereotypes. But the again, I won't touch much on the subject for only by proving it shall them mouths be shut. I didn't exactly do well in my first assessment. Person to be blamed - Myself. Frankly speaking, I've done better than that. (Thank you God cos this is my wake up call that college is not an extended vacation.) It was probably exceptional. Thankfully, my group of friends manage to still make top marks in class. Business being exceptional. Law; Neevian managed to top the class and Brenda, Daryl and Ivan probably got second highest. And the list goes on. English literature; Hazirah topped the class and Julian second. And the list goes on again. See people, WE ARE NOT A BUNCH OF DOOFI. Proudly speaking, we just know how to kick back and relax more. (Dude, I'm 18 this year and still wanting to enjoy my youth. I will not only dedicate my life to studies for that will make me a boring person. There's a reason the word 'balancing up' exist..) Speaking of the first assessment, don't have to remind me people I bluhdy well know I screwed it up. That does not mean I'm stupid too cos I could have done way better judging from pass encounters. Hmm. Yes. I told Ivan that I was so upset about the results that I didn't think was good enough that I think I'm probably being arrogant. Psst. Don't blame me for being a competitive person with a higher expectation. (See.? ARROGANT.). I probably don't expect to be the top scorer of the class. I just want to be a little below it. A LITTLE! Actually my results are not as bad as described. =.=.

Then there's the matter of moving on from your past. Yes. My almost 2 years of a roller coaster ride. Don't blame me for anything. Cos everything was a chain of events and that things would never have worked out. I still am the oh-so-loyal girlfriend. But I am not going to stand long for uncertainties. There's a difference you see? It's only normal for a female mammal to want the best. Ah. Yes I read it in some pyschological book I can't remember the front title. Screw that. So yes, I am happy now, it's multiplying; this happiness. So I rather call it Euphoric feelings. And the fact that I did not make the wrong decision makes everything else feel so much better. The accusations that I was cheating. Truce, it was not something overnight for me and him I just didn't tell the other him about it earlier. Or the fact that you finally changed and i turned my back against you is what I think is bullsballs cos better chances came waaay before long. Don't blame me for your mistakes. Gee.! I've finally learnt to stand up from myself. Taught by Emily. ;). Me love Mr. Snufflelufugus. :)


Then there's the thing where you go against but after a while you get dragged down as well. This gives me the headaches. Touchy matters. Life's like that.


Possible reasons for wanting to crap so much out of the blues;

  • PMS
  • Too much of Lee Ann Rimmes - I need you
  • Me miss Mr. Snufflelufugus.
  • Just testing my English, Blame English literature.

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