Out From Under.

I wonder;
Will I fit in?
The idea of being a homey person these few days was a baaad idea.
Now due to too much free time on my hands I'm starting to think too much.
*bangs pillow on head*
Plus, I miss him so badly. =(
Can't wait to get back this Monday.
"Homey", was a bad bad idea.
I'm craving for F U N.
And I know Jabez misses me all the way from KL, yes?
LOL.
Okay so "homey" wasn't that bad.
But too much just sucks you in to unwanted thoughts.
I hope everything's settled before CNY next year.
*Can you imagine a New Year's not celebrated in Pg?
Brrr!
But Mummy never mentioned cancelling it so it's a good sign.
A double plus cos this time I have him with me=)
Yes yes I am counting my shiny sparkly stars *dreams*.


The ultimate test in a relationship is to disagree but hold hands.
I love you, baby.

On another note; Dei why are two people making out at one of the back alleys near my house? Grossssssss!


I love you baby.

Words.

A man of words and not of deeds is like a garden full of weeds.
And when the weeds begin to grow it's like a garden full of snow.
And when the snow begins to fall it's like a bird upon the wall.
And when the bird away does fly it's like an eagle in the sky.
And when the sky begins to roar it's like a lion at the door.
And when the door begins to crack it's like a stick across your back.
And when your back begins to smart it's like a pen-knife in your heart.
And when your heart begins to bleed you're dead.. and dead.
-James Lucas Scott. One Tree Hill S6 E12.

Police Station.

So;
While I was at the police station last night,
A girl walked in with her dad to report a rape case.
=.=".
.. And a lady then called to report abuse by her husband.
>.<"
This is so unbecoming...............

Dearie Graciie Oh Lala.

I'm just bored with this blog.
I might just make a new one for 2009!
Teehee.

Where Else?

Where else would a person feel safe?
Hmmm..

RED WITH RAGE.

I AM GOING TO KILL THE BASTARDS THAT DID THIS!

Streamyx anyone?

My legs hurt from work.
Princess.
=.=

Pfft.

Some people just aren't MATURED enough.
How shallow can you be?

My Two Perfectly Capable Feet.

I want to be an independant woman.
I don't want to rely on other people.
I have feet that are perfectly capable of it.
I AM NOT A WEAKLING.
And I am not going to sit down and look like a brat that only demands.
I know what I'm doing.
I am not a child.
So treat me like a grown up.
Treat me like a grown up that's matured enough in making decisions.
I have feet that are perfectly capable of it.

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I W A N N A R E W I N D T I M E.

=)

It's 0430 hours.

And I just came back from supper with a few friends.
Being back home feels great.
And it's less costly too since food in KLG IS SO MUCH CHEAPER!
Too bad I've gotta go back to KL this Sunday.
*SIGHS*
But sitting down for 5 hours with Kanendra and the bunch paid off.
I'm surprised the lady didn't chase us out.
The weekdays were boring cos' no one was back for holidays.
More people to meet in a few hours.
My last moments in Kluang.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

It's coming to an end =(*

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Home.

I know I haven't been blogging for a while.
I'm back home!
=)
The past one week of my holidays was awesome.
Aah well;
If I came back earlier I would've made it for Jovi's BBQ.
I'm just glad I'm home.
And I brought my baby=)


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Blessed 18th.

Iturnedeighteen!
ESTATIC-massivity!=)
5 Surprises in 1 birthday.
TearsofjoyX2; BlushnessX2; ShockedX1.
Ogay.
CONSPIRATORS.
Apparently for weeks.
But thank you so much.
To the 4 people that made it just so meaningful.
A well executed plan indeed.
To the rest who came.
I'm still lost for words.
THANK YOU.
ESPECIALLY YOU, YOU, YOU, and YOU.
-Ivan, Julz, Haz and Jabs.
Loveyouguystobits!


Honestly, I'm just too lazy to upload any pictures. Best of luck this Wednesday peeps!*


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Exams.

Taking a break from blogging due to exams.
So I shall leave you with a video of Sophie running to my dad.
Enjoy.
=)

MyMrSnuffles=).

Today I met Mr. Snuffles after a week of being 200 over kilometers away from each other.
OH.MY.GOSH.
I was so hyper it's like mum stuffed me with too much sugar.
*LOVES*
Jack's Place for lunch,
Snooker,
Movie date (Pathology is SICK),
Dinner.
All at One U.
As usual.


Shakira.
I am so sorry I couldn't meet you.
I had personal things I'm very sure you were aware of.

Roshan.
IWASWAITINGFORYOURTEXTANDYOUWEREWAITINGFORMINE??
Next time then.
But please don's ask me out at 3 in the morning again.
LOL.

Chong Ming Xi.
I see your face so much I think I'm sick of it.
;P.

Alvin.
Glad I met you that night.
Take great care.


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Peek-a-boo.

He knows not how much I love him.
=(.
Be leaving for KL soon.
That means tomorrow I get to snuggle up to someone.
ILOVEYOUSNUFFLES.


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One Tree Hill

*SIGHS*
One Tree Hill brings out the softy in me.
And I didn't like the idea of Kate Voegele's Wish you were here and Lifehouse's broken in season 5 episode 9.
Bad timing for me to watch that episode.
I'm behind.
I know.
*SIGHS*


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Sometimes, women go into silence. They are hurt by something their mate did or said. Or they are thinking about some aspect of the relationship. They go into silence and want to find the answers. They feel that they are doing the right thing by going into silence. But the man does not take it that way. He gets confused, hurt and angry. He tries thinking of reasons of his woman going into silence. That frustrates him. He begins hating his mate for troubling him with her silence.

Trust means to believe. I trust you, means I have no doubt in my mind about your honesty, integrity and credibility. No relationship can survive without trust. How to develop and keep the trust in a relationship forever, because as soon as the trust breaks, the relationship breaks. Trust is the foundation on which a relationship is built. If you don’t trust a person, howsoever you may love him/her, your relationship will not survive, because you have no trust in him/her.

Let us examine this little more. To begin with, every relationship begins with trust in each other. Without the initial trust, the relationship will not move in the beginning itself. In the beginning, one believes without much proof about the others character. It is love and some assessment of how trustworthy the person is. As the relationship grows, fissures start forming because of doubts about whether the other person can be trusted? Was he/she trustworthy from the beginning or was I fooled? Or is he/she changing now? This kind of doubtful thinking causes tremendous strain in a relationship and with the breaking of trust, the relationship breaks.

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EGO-NOT-BOOSTING.
I feel like a dumbfuck.
D u m b f u c k .
Why couldn't I call Shakira instead.
Why the cousin.?
WHY, CC?
C.c.f.i - ed now officially means something else.
Thanks to Ming Xi's corrupted brain.
Photo uploads; one day.

To do list today.

• Meet Shakira since she was back in Kluang.
• Meet Roshan and Jaye since they were back as well.
• Study at CHONGMINGXI'S house.
• Get some photos developed.
  
• Go window shop with CHONGMINGXI.

Kebodohan. Semua pun tarak buat and it's my last day here.*


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I AM A MORON.

Aiyark.
Birthday sudah ruin.
Sadness.
x(.
Kick me in the ass please someone.
And Brenda stop laughing!
GRRRRR............



Tomorrow sudah balik! Banyak-banyak happy.


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You know.....

You know the saying of the Malays,




"NAK KENA SEPAK EY??"



Raaaaaaaaaaaage.

Song that reminds me of you : Ryan Cabrera - On The Way Down.
Days to go : 4 and counting.

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Another Beatiful Day.

Stayed home the whole day.

Only went out after dinner.
Oh okay so here's the hilarious part.
On the way to Tung's house,
Ming Xi's car ran out of petrol and was stalled at the traffic light.
I had to make two trips to the petrol station to get her petrol.
Oh thank God Jabs was around there somewhere.
Ended up not going to Tung's house.
Went to Castle, then Oldtown then hit the mamak at around 12.
Mamak session was goooooooood. *smirks about an inside joke*

Okay. So ugly photo. And photo of stalled car. LOL. Who cares. She my biatch! We never cared. Rite, lahling? ;)


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October.

Selamat Hari Raya my dear kawan-kawan.

Why..... Isn't October my favourite month.
Golly.
xP.

Song that reminds me of you : Mandy Moore - I wanna be with you.
Days to go : 5 and counting.

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IMISSHIMLIKEFUCK.

Btw baby, told you to follow me back home. =) You meeting Mummy last week was a success. Hee.

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Old Town Again.

Woke up at 10 a.m today.
Went downstairs with my oversized P.j's with the face of a grumps that resembled an 8 year old.
Mummy prepared breakfast!
Happy happy.
Bread and butter, bananas, and fresh milk.
Mum cooked lunch too.
Sent her to office then after.
Came home was suppose to study but fat chance!
LOL.
Picked Oliver up for tea.
Met Siraj and to my surprise Candice. =)
She went home shortly after though.
Sat down at Old Town.
Catching up with my old friends felt good.
Laughs and teases.
Had to leave early cos' I needed to pick Mummy up.
And send my brother to the gym.
Buggers were bugging me to stay.
Since it was Siraj's last few hours in Kluang.
And no Siraj, I am not gonna ask my Mum to take the bus home.
And yes, I owe the both of you a ride on that kiddy-put-a-syiling-in-it-then-it-moves thingy.
IT'S FUCKING EXPENSIVE NOWADAYS OKAY! ;)

Song that reminds me of you : Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You.
Days to go : 6 and counting.

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Monday Again.

Home.
Mum picked us up.
Had dinner with Dad.
Gave a poor stray cat a piece of fish.
I'm a sucker for animals.
Soft-hearted.
I remember once I saw a lady pour hot water on a stray dog.
I gave her this really stern look and she looked at me as if she did nothing wrong.
Oneday she'll be one of the ants I'm gonna step on with my big foot!
EVIL SADISTIC LADY.
Loads of people to meet.
Hell loads.
But there's studying too.
Hayayai.
A large number of us might be going to visit Alvin this Saturday.
Heard he's coming back.
Probably go with Jabs and the rest.
And Oliver and the rest.
And I'll drag Ming Xi along.
LOADS TO CATCH UP PEOPLE.

Song that reminds me of you : John Legend - P.D.A (We just don't care).
Days to go : 7 and counting.

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Lazy Sunday.

WE WERE SPRING CLEANING!
Can you believe it.
BALCONY IS CLEAAAAAAAN!!!!
Hahahaha.
for those of you who remembers how the balcony is,
well the balcony is now squick and clean.
LOL.
Of course.
Thanks to Julz and Jabs.
I did the rubbish.
God, I had to pick slimy things up with my bare hands.
Then wash the slimy bathroom.
Make 4 trips to empty all rubbish in the house.
And well...
My room has been clean and tidy for almost a month now.
Swept every single week.
Properly organised.
Not to mention, done up.
Feels good to have a clean room.
All it needs now is speakers which I think I should be getting soon.
We've been having loadsa fun this whole month.
Watching home movies together,
Which sometimes I bail out on to sleep.
*oink oink*.
Loads more.
Aah well.
These are the people I'd probably live with the next few years.
Happy happy joy joy.

Song that reminds me of you : The Script - The Man That Can't Be Moved.
Days to go : 8 and counting.

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Saturday's story.

Some will say....

"Fuck this girl damn free a....."
But I'm in the mood to blog!
Hehehehe.
Since I just got home.
Kluang.


So I went to One U on Saturday.
Met up with my baby.
Had lunch.
Took a bus ride to Sentral,
then from there,
hoped onto the damn bus again right after getting down.
This time with Julz and Jabs back to One U.
Walked to The Curve.
Spent the whole time there at McD's.
Then headed to Bojangles in Hartamas to watch the next half of the Liverpool match.
Watched the first half of the Man U match there.
Next half at Breakers.
MAN U WON.
I haven't reached the best part.
Went to Hartamas Square to watch the GUNNERS GET BEATEN BY HUL!
A bet's a bet.
When we get back to KL,
we get to burn Jabs Gunners cap.
Lol.
You can join Larry in Liverpool Mr. Jabez George.
Headed home after the match.
Said my goodbyes to my baby.
Seperated for a week and 1 day.
=( and i miss him already.
*Cries*

The Gunners cap I get to burn. Heeee.

Song that reminds me of you: Jason Mraz feat Colbie Caillat - Lucky.
Days to go: 9 and counting.

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Friday Well Spent too.

Friday morning, met Brenda at Old Town. God we were so engrossed in talking that we forgot to take any pictures. Btw darls, I miss you two, three, four.... =). Headed to Pavilion to meet my bf and Jabs. Again, no pictures. During dinner me, Julz and Jabs headed to KLCC. A lil' shopping wouldn't hurt. Well actually, I tukang jaga beg while one was window shopping and the other actually bought something.

Now you see him.......... Now you don't!

The 3 inseparables.

Who can resist Chilis.

Gay model.

VAIN.

The black and white love each other.

xD

LRT. LOL.

RASTAMAN. Coooolio.

Goodness. The damn camera's bigger than my face.



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Thursday Well Spent.

Hazirah stayed with us for two nights from Wednesday onwards.

The following day which was a Thursday, we went to Midvalley to have our lunch.
Had chendol outside the apartment first before we hailed a taxi.
After lunch as Julz and Haz headed to Ampang to pay some bills, me, my bf and Jabs headed home after an hour of pool at Brewball.

While my bf and I were taking a nap in the room, Haz barged into the room with a piece of cake from Secret Recipe! xD.
Yum yum.
She remembered our 4 month anniversary.
My bf blew the candle.
I wanted to blow candle toooooooo so they lit it up again for me.
Dum dee dee dum. =).

Okay.
So it's only four months.
But heck.
We're stronger as the day goes by.
To feel like I've finally settled down, never felt better.
No more roller coaster rides. No more hanky pankies.
I'll tell the world I'm in love anytime!

2 Packets of Famous Amos, 3 cakes and a pie from Secret Recipe. We indulge. x).

*Munch munch*

He says something....
She calls him "MARSHMELLOWISHY!!!"
*Munch munch*

"If ever there is tomorrow that we are not together.. There is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think, but the most important thing is, even if we're apart. I'll always be with you."

Oneday, my dear friend here might just be the next lead singer of Cradle of Filth.

He just neeeeeded to draw me a black eye.

Sweet vengeance.

Then we watched Rusell Peters for God knows the how many um-teenth time. Headed to Vityas for dinner. Came back and took a dip in the pool at 23++ hours.

One couple; and the black and yellow lamp post.

"... Lets look for stars in the city."
Obviously the city's too brightly lit.
Pfft.

Dip thy legs.

Nothing's stronger than L O V E.

Jabez, again. =)

We got hungry after and ordered McD's back to the apartment, which then after we watched Jodhaa Akbar for an hour before everyone started falling asleep.



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Surprise!

It was a surprise indeed.
From haz and my brother.
A monthly anniversary gift from them.
=)


More pictures of the 5 of us coming soon.
Dum dee dum.

"With every pretty girl there is a fucked up bitch hanging out with her." -Rusell Peters.

People Always Leave - Peyton Sawyer

Better Days, best put?

Enshrined

I stay bedazzled
Never believed in movies
Nor did I believe that such blithe feelings do exist
Spellbound
I thought what I had before was the furthest the human's emotional capacity could go
Yet you proved me wrong
You brought colours to my life
Colours I never knew existed
I shall not ponder
I shall not quiz
Under the rain I will kiss you
Your every touch I will recognise
Our everything I will not be rattled
Your breath on my skin will carry me away
I'm lost in you refusing to find my way out
On my two feet I will not stand on my own for I want you to lose sight of me never
Bare and stripped naked of my walls and hindrance
I give you my everything
So be gentle with me
Shower me with your love
And adore me like I to you

i was cracking my head to come up with this instead of studying law. Cow!*

Friday.

From Home - Pudu - Kelana Jaya - One U - TTDI Plaza - Home.
Phew.
Haven't seen Larry for so long, I forgot how funny he was. Or was he not before this?

And yes Miss Brenda Rangithan, if you insist on calling me my full name, I have just been booked this Friday.*

Turning Eighteen.

The same photo again. I know.
But since all photos dated back from 2006 in my old computer just vanished due to an unknown virus. This is one I still have.
This bitch and a half here turned 18th today.
One of my very best friends.
My partner-in-crime when I shifted to Convent in form 4/5.
Well actually most bad-assing was still me.*
SHE, was the one who listened, made me laugh, was my shoulder to cry on and the one that made me smile on cloudier days.
Of course we were the only ones who were crazy enough to sleep on the floor at the back of the class with only our school bags as our pillow last year.
The only one who didn't, judge? =).
Easier days....
Crazier days....
This is her.
CHONG MING XI.
Happy 18th birthday and I hope you liked your present.
Btw, your mum loves me. Face it.
XOXO.

Saturday Night at Laundry

Alah.. Man U kalah la.

Starbucks (11092008)

Do I see someone tryna act cute????! Hahahaha.

p.s; Brenda mastered the art of Mario. Good for you. Heeeeee..*

Wide Wide Grins.

Sometimes..........

I JUST LOVE MAKING FUN OF PEOPLE WITH MY PEEPS!!

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahhahha!!

Omg. Notice I can't stop laughing? Being a bitch once in a while doesn't hurt.*

Me & You.

Today, me and my bestfriend got to spend some time together.
Saturday, we might just go T.G.I's.
If she has a car and doesn't go over to the sisters place.
It's been a long time since we got some time together.
The beginning of a friendship almost lost.
I'm grateful it didn't end.
most grateful*

Camwhores.

Introducing Mr and Mrs I-wanna-take-photos.






...which obviously got whackier by the minute. Effects of trying to study law, maybe? Or was it the Call of Duty 4? You tell me! xP.