.CHERRIE DIPPINGS.

Yoohooo!

2009-01-01T21:48:00.001+08:00

Moved!

www.cherrie-blabs.blogspot.com

Out From Under.

2008-12-21T02:42:00.003+08:00

I wonder;
Will I fit in?
The idea of being a homey person these few days was a baaad idea.
Now due to too much free time on my hands I'm starting to think too much.
*bangs pillow on head*
Plus, I miss him so badly. =(
Can't wait to get back this Monday.
"Homey", was a bad bad idea.
I'm craving for F U N.
And I know Jabez misses me all the way from KL, yes?
LOL.
Okay so "homey" wasn't that bad.
But too much just sucks you in to unwanted thoughts.
I hope everything's settled before CNY next year.
*Can you imagine a New Year's not celebrated in Pg?
Brrr!
But Mummy never mentioned cancelling it so it's a good sign.
A double plus cos this time I have him with me=)
Yes yes I am counting my shiny sparkly stars *dreams*.

The ultimate test in a relationship is to disagree but hold hands.
I love you, baby.

On another note; Dei why are two people making out at one of the back alleys near my house? Grossssssss!

I love you baby.

Words.

2008-12-20T20:11:00.002+08:00

A man of words and not of deeds is like a garden full of weeds.
And when the weeds begin to grow it's like a garden full of snow.
And when the snow begins to fall it's like a bird upon the wall.
And when the bird away does fly it's like an eagle in the sky.
And when the sky begins to roar it's like a lion at the door.
And when the door begins to crack it's like a stick across your back.
And when your back begins to smart it's like a pen-knife in your heart.
And when your heart begins to bleed you're dead.. and dead.
-James Lucas Scott. One Tree Hill S6 E12.

Police Station.

2008-12-20T12:59:00.002+08:00

So;
While I was at the police station last night,
A girl walked in with her dad to report a rape case.
=.=".
.. And a lady then called to report abuse by her husband.
>.<"
This is so unbecoming...............

Dearie Graciie Oh Lala.

2008-12-20T00:06:00.001+08:00

I'm just bored with this blog.
I might just make a new one for 2009!
Teehee.

Where Else?

2008-12-17T01:27:00.000+08:00

Where else would a person feel safe?
Hmmm..

RED WITH RAGE.

2008-12-15T20:45:00.000+08:00

I AM GOING TO KILL THE BASTARDS THAT DID THIS!

Streamyx anyone?

2008-12-15T01:28:00.002+08:00

My legs hurt from work.
Princess.
=.=

Pfft.

2008-12-11T18:09:00.001+08:00

Some people just aren't MATURED enough.
How shallow can you be?

My Two Perfectly Capable Feet.

2008-12-09T02:00:00.003+08:00

I want to be an independant woman.
I don't want to rely on other people.
I have feet that are perfectly capable of it.
I AM NOT A WEAKLING.
And I am not going to sit down and look like a brat that only demands.
I know what I'm doing.
I am not a child.
So treat me like a grown up.
Treat me like a grown up that's matured enough in making decisions.
I have feet that are perfectly capable of it.

E N D

2008-11-30T03:50:00.000+08:00

I W A N N A R E W I N D T I M E.

=)

2008-11-29T04:37:00.004+08:00

It's 0430 hours.

And I just came back from supper with a few friends.
Being back home feels great.
And it's less costly too since food in KLG IS SO MUCH CHEAPER!
Too bad I've gotta go back to KL this Sunday.
*SIGHS*
But sitting down for 5 hours with Kanendra and the bunch paid off.
I'm surprised the lady didn't chase us out.
The weekdays were boring cos' no one was back for holidays.
More people to meet in a few hours.
My last moments in Kluang.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

It's coming to an end =(*

E N D

Home.

2008-11-24T22:52:00.002+08:00

I know I haven't been blogging for a while.
I'm back home!
=)
The past one week of my holidays was awesome.
Aah well;
If I came back earlier I would've made it for Jovi's BBQ.
I'm just glad I'm home.
And I brought my baby=)

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Blessed 18th.

2008-10-21T00:35:00.003+08:00

Iturnedeighteen!
ESTATIC-massivity!=)
5 Surprises in 1 birthday.
TearsofjoyX2; BlushnessX2; ShockedX1.
Ogay.
CONSPIRATORS.
Apparently for weeks.
But thank you so much.
To the 4 people that made it just so meaningful.
A well executed plan indeed.
To the rest who came.
I'm still lost for words.
THANK YOU.
ESPECIALLY YOU, YOU, YOU, and YOU.
-Ivan, Julz, Haz and Jabs.
Loveyouguystobits!

Honestly, I'm just too lazy to upload any pictures. Best of luck this Wednesday peeps!*

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Exams.

2008-10-10T20:54:00.002+08:00

Taking a break from blogging due to exams.
So I shall leave you with a video of Sophie running to my dad.
Enjoy.
=)

MyMrSnuffles=).

2008-10-06T00:19:00.005+08:00

Today I met Mr. Snuffles after a week of being 200 over kilometers away from each other.
OH.MY.GOSH.
I was so hyper it's like mum stuffed me with too much sugar.
*LOVES*
Jack's Place for lunch,
Snooker,
Movie date (Pathology is SICK),
Dinner.
All at One U.
As usual.

Shakira.
I am so sorry I couldn't meet you.
I had personal things I'm very sure you were aware of.

Roshan.
IWASWAITINGFORYOURTEXTANDYOUWEREWAITINGFORMINE??
Next time then.
But please don's ask me out at 3 in the morning again.
LOL.

Chong Ming Xi.
I see your face so much I think I'm sick of it.
;P.

Alvin.
Glad I met you that night.
Take great care.

E N D

Peek-a-boo.

2008-10-04T14:14:00.003+08:00

He knows not how much I love him.
=(.
Be leaving for KL soon.
That means tomorrow I get to snuggle up to someone.
ILOVEYOUSNUFFLES.

E N D

One Tree Hill

2008-10-03T23:52:00.003+08:00

*SIGHS*
One Tree Hill brings out the softy in me.
And I didn't like the idea of Kate Voegele's Wish you were here and Lifehouse's broken in season 5 episode 9.
Bad timing for me to watch that episode.
I'm behind.
I know.
*SIGHS*

E N D

2008-10-03T20:46:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, women go into silence. They are hurt by something their mate did or said. Or they are thinking about some aspect of the relationship. They go into silence and want to find the answers. They feel that they are doing the right thing by going into silence. But the man does not take it that way. He gets confused, hurt and angry. He tries thinking of reasons of his woman going into silence. That frustrates him. He begins hating his mate for troubling him with her silence.

Trust means to believe. I trust you, means I have no doubt in my mind about your honesty, integrity and credibility. No relationship can survive without trust. How to develop and keep the trust in a relationship forever, because as soon as the trust breaks, the relationship breaks. Trust is the foundation on which a relationship is built. If you don’t trust a person, howsoever you may love him/her, your relationship will not survive, because you have no trust in him/her.

Let us examine this little more. To begin with, every relationship begins with trust in each other. Without the initial trust, the relationship will not move in the beginning itself. In the beginning, one believes without much proof about the others character. It is love and some assessment of how trustworthy the person is. As the relationship grows, fissures start forming because of doubts about whether the other person can be trusted? Was he/she trustworthy from the beginning or was I fooled? Or is he/she changing now? This kind of doubtful thinking causes tremendous strain in a relationship and with the breaking of trust, the relationship breaks.

E N D

2008-10-03T19:43:00.003+08:00

EGO-NOT-BOOSTING.
I feel like a dumbfuck.
D u m b f u c k .
Why couldn't I call Shakira instead.
Why the cousin.?
WHY, CC?
C.c.f.i - ed now officially means something else.
Thanks to Ming Xi's corrupted brain.
Photo uploads; one day.

To do list today.

Meet Shakira since she was back in Kluang.
Meet Roshan and Jaye since they were back as well.
Study at CHONGMINGXI'S house.
Get some photos developed.
Go window shop with CHONGMINGXI.

Kebodohan. Semua pun tarak buat and it's my last day here.*

E N D

I AM A MORON.

2008-10-03T19:25:00.003+08:00

Aiyark.
Birthday sudah ruin.
Sadness.
x(.
Kick me in the ass please someone.
And Brenda stop laughing!
GRRRRR............

Tomorrow sudah balik! Banyak-banyak happy.

E N D

You know.....

2008-10-02T13:23:00.003+08:00

You know the saying of the Malays,

"NAK KENA SEPAK EY??"

Raaaaaaaaaaaage.

Song that reminds me of you : Ryan Cabrera - On The Way Down.
Days to go : 4 and counting.

E N D

Another Beatiful Day.

2008-10-02T01:42:00.006+08:00

Stayed home the whole day.

Only went out after dinner.
Oh okay so here's the hilarious part.
On the way to Tung's house,
Ming Xi's car ran out of petrol and was stalled at the traffic light.
I had to make two trips to the petrol station to get her petrol.
Oh thank God Jabs was around there somewhere.
Ended up not going to Tung's house.
Went to Castle, then Oldtown then hit the mamak at around 12.
Mamak session was goooooooood. *smirks about an inside joke*

Okay. So ugly photo. And photo of stalled car. LOL. Who cares. She my biatch! We never cared. Rite, lahling? ;)

E N D

October.

2008-10-01T12:07:00.004+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya my dear kawan-kawan.

Why..... Isn't October my favourite month.
Golly.
xP.

Song that reminds me of you : Mandy Moore - I wanna be with you.
Days to go : 5 and counting.

E N D

2008-09-30T21:49:00.002+08:00

IMISSHIMLIKEFUCK.

Btw baby, told you to follow me back home. =) You meeting Mummy last week was a success. Hee.

E N D

Old Town Again.

2008-09-30T21:21:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 10 a.m today.
Went downstairs with my oversized P.j's with the face of a grumps that resembled an 8 year old.
Mummy prepared breakfast!
Happy happy.
Bread and butter, bananas, and fresh milk.
Mum cooked lunch too.
Sent her to office then after.
Came home was suppose to study but fat chance!
LOL.
Picked Oliver up for tea.
Met Siraj and to my surprise Candice. =)
She went home shortly after though.
Sat down at Old Town.
Catching up with my old friends felt good.
Laughs and teases.
Had to leave early cos' I needed to pick Mummy up.
And send my brother to the gym.
Buggers were bugging me to stay.
Since it was Siraj's last few hours in Kluang.
And no Siraj, I am not gonna ask my Mum to take the bus home.
And yes, I owe the both of you a ride on that kiddy-put-a-syiling-in-it-then-it-moves thingy.
IT'S FUCKING EXPENSIVE NOWADAYS OKAY! ;)

Song that reminds me of you : Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You.
Days to go : 6 and counting.

E N D

Monday Again.

2008-09-30T00:42:00.004+08:00

Home.
Mum picked us up.
Had dinner with Dad.
Gave a poor stray cat a piece of fish.
I'm a sucker for animals.
Soft-hearted.
I remember once I saw a lady pour hot water on a stray dog.
I gave her this really stern look and she looked at me as if she did nothing wrong.
Oneday she'll be one of the ants I'm gonna step on with my big foot!
EVIL SADISTIC LADY.
Loads of people to meet.
Hell loads.
But there's studying too.
Hayayai.
A large number of us might be going to visit Alvin this Saturday.
Heard he's coming back.
Probably go with Jabs and the rest.
And Oliver and the rest.
And I'll drag Ming Xi along.
LOADS TO CATCH UP PEOPLE.

Song that reminds me of you : John Legend - P.D.A (We just don't care).
Days to go : 7 and counting.

E N D

Lazy Sunday.

2008-09-30T00:17:00.005+08:00

WE WERE SPRING CLEANING!
Can you believe it.
BALCONY IS CLEAAAAAAAN!!!!
Hahahaha.
for those of you who remembers how the balcony is,
well the balcony is now squick and clean.
LOL.
Of course.
Thanks to Julz and Jabs.
I did the rubbish.
God, I had to pick slimy things up with my bare hands.
Then wash the slimy bathroom.
Make 4 trips to empty all rubbish in the house.
And well...
My room has been clean and tidy for almost a month now.
Swept every single week.
Properly organised.
Not to mention, done up.
Feels good to have a clean room.
All it needs now is speakers which I think I should be getting soon.
We've been having loadsa fun this whole month.
Watching home movies together,
Which sometimes I bail out on to sleep.
*oink oink*.
Loads more.
Aah well.
These are the people I'd probably live with the next few years.
Happy happy joy joy.

Song that reminds me of you : The Script - The Man That Can't Be Moved.
Days to go : 8 and counting.

E N D

Saturday's story.

2008-09-30T00:02:00.007+08:00

Some will say....

"Fuck this girl damn free a....."
But I'm in the mood to blog!
Hehehehe.
Since I just got home.
Kluang.

So I went to One U on Saturday.
Met up with my baby.
Had lunch.
Took a bus ride to Sentral,
then from there,
hoped onto the damn bus again right after getting down.
This time with Julz and Jabs back to One U.
Walked to The Curve.
Spent the whole time there at McD's.
Then headed to Bojangles in Hartamas to watch the next half of the Liverpool match.
Watched the first half of the Man U match there.
Next half at Breakers.
MAN U WON.
I haven't reached the best part.
Went to Hartamas Square to watch the GUNNERS GET BEATEN BY HUL!
A bet's a bet.
When we get back to KL,
we get to burn Jabs Gunners cap.
Lol.
You can join Larry in Liverpool Mr. Jabez George.
Headed home after the match.
Said my goodbyes to my baby.
Seperated for a week and 1 day.
=( and i miss him already.
*Cries*

The Gunners cap I get to burn. Heeee.

Song that reminds me of you: Jason Mraz feat Colbie Caillat - Lucky.
Days to go: 9 and counting.

E N D

Friday Well Spent too.

2008-09-29T23:38:00.005+08:00

Friday morning, met Brenda at Old Town. God we were so engrossed in talking that we forgot to take any pictures. Btw darls, I miss you two, three, four.... =). Headed to Pavilion to meet my bf and Jabs. Again, no pictures. During dinner me, Julz and Jabs headed to KLCC. A lil' shopping wouldn't hurt. Well actually, I tukang jaga beg while one was window shopping and the other actually bought something.

Now you see him.......... Now you don't!

The 3 inseparables.

Who can resist Chilis.

Gay model.

VAIN.

The black and white love each other.

LRT. LOL.

RASTAMAN. Coooolio.

Goodness. The damn camera's bigger than my face.

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Thursday Well Spent.

2008-09-29T22:09:00.013+08:00

Hazirah stayed with us for two nights from Wednesday onwards.

The following day which was a Thursday, we went to Midvalley to have our lunch.
Had chendol outside the apartment first before we hailed a taxi.
After lunch as Julz and Haz headed to Ampang to pay some bills, me, my bf and Jabs headed home after an hour of pool at Brewball.

While my bf and I were taking a nap in the room, Haz barged into the room with a piece of cake from Secret Recipe! xD.
Yum yum.
She remembered our 4 month anniversary.
My bf blew the candle.
I wanted to blow candle toooooooo so they lit it up again for me.
Dum dee dee dum. =).

Okay.
So it's only four months.
But heck.
We're stronger as the day goes by.
To feel like I've finally settled down, never felt better.
No more roller coaster rides. No more hanky pankies.
I'll tell the world I'm in love anytime!

2 Packets of Famous Amos, 3 cakes and a pie from Secret Recipe. We indulge. x).

*Munch munch*

He says something....
She calls him "MARSHMELLOWISHY!!!"
*Munch munch*

"If ever there is tomorrow that we are not together.. There is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think, but the most important thing is, even if we're apart. I'll always be with you."

Oneday, my dear friend here might just be the next lead singer of Cradle of Filth.

He just neeeeeded to draw me a black eye.

Sweet vengeance.

Then we watched Rusell Peters for God knows the how many um-teenth time. Headed to Vityas for dinner. Came back and took a dip in the pool at 23++ hours.

One couple; and the black and yellow lamp post.

"... Lets look for stars in the city."
Obviously the city's too brightly lit.
Pfft.

Dip thy legs.

Nothing's stronger than L O V E.

Jabez, again. =)

We got hungry after and ordered McD's back to the apartment, which then after we watched Jodhaa Akbar for an hour before everyone started falling asleep.

E n d

Surprise!

2008-09-25T21:45:00.002+08:00

It was a surprise indeed.
From haz and my brother.
A monthly anniversary gift from them.
=)

More pictures of the 5 of us coming soon.
Dum dee dum.

"With every pretty girl there is a fucked up bitch hanging out with her." -Rusell Peters.

People Always Leave - Peyton Sawyer

2008-09-21T01:32:00.002+08:00

Better Days, best put?

Enshrined

2008-09-20T23:25:00.004+08:00

I stay bedazzled
Never believed in movies
Nor did I believe that such blithe feelings do exist
Spellbound
I thought what I had before was the furthest the human's emotional capacity could go
Yet you proved me wrong
You brought colours to my life
Colours I never knew existed
I shall not ponder
I shall not quiz
Under the rain I will kiss you
Your every touch I will recognise
Our everything I will not be rattled
Your breath on my skin will carry me away
I'm lost in you refusing to find my way out
On my two feet I will not stand on my own for I want you to lose sight of me never
Bare and stripped naked of my walls and hindrance
I give you my everything
So be gentle with me
Shower me with your love
And adore me like I to you

i was cracking my head to come up with this instead of studying law. Cow!*

Friday.

2008-09-20T20:28:00.004+08:00

From Home - Pudu - Kelana Jaya - One U - TTDI Plaza - Home.
Phew.
Haven't seen Larry for so long, I forgot how funny he was. Or was he not before this?

And yes Miss Brenda Rangithan, if you insist on calling me my full name, I have just been booked this Friday.*

Turning Eighteen.

2008-09-20T20:15:00.005+08:00

The same photo again. I know.
But since all photos dated back from 2006 in my old computer just vanished due to an unknown virus. This is one I still have.
This bitch and a half here turned 18th today.
One of my very best friends.
My partner-in-crime when I shifted to Convent in form 4/5.
Well actually most bad-assing was still me.*
SHE, was the one who listened, made me laugh, was my shoulder to cry on and the one that made me smile on cloudier days.
Of course we were the only ones who were crazy enough to sleep on the floor at the back of the class with only our school bags as our pillow last year.
The only one who didn't, judge? =).
Easier days....
Crazier days....
This is her.
CHONG MING XI.
Happy 18th birthday and I hope you liked your present.
Btw, your mum loves me. Face it.
XOXO.

Saturday Night at Laundry

2008-09-15T16:38:00.001+08:00

Alah.. Man U kalah la.

Starbucks (11092008)

2008-09-15T16:29:00.002+08:00

Do I see someone tryna act cute????! Hahahaha.

p.s; Brenda mastered the art of Mario. Good for you. Heeeeee..*

Wide Wide Grins.

2008-09-13T20:21:00.003+08:00

Sometimes..........

I JUST LOVE MAKING FUN OF PEOPLE WITH MY PEEPS!!

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahhahha!!

Omg. Notice I can't stop laughing? Being a bitch once in a while doesn't hurt.*

Me & You.

2008-09-10T13:13:00.003+08:00

Today, me and my bestfriend got to spend some time together.
Saturday, we might just go T.G.I's.
If she has a car and doesn't go over to the sisters place.
It's been a long time since we got some time together.
The beginning of a friendship almost lost.
I'm grateful it didn't end.
most grateful*

Camwhores.

2008-09-09T18:13:00.002+08:00

Introducing Mr and Mrs I-wanna-take-photos.

...which obviously got whackier by the minute. Effects of trying to study law, maybe? Or was it the Call of Duty 4? You tell me! xP.

Taking a stand.

2008-09-09T13:45:00.002+08:00

As per title -

B I A T C H !
There.
Said.
=).
*evilness*

Sleepyhead.

2008-09-07T12:37:00.002+08:00

*bangs head on wall several time*.
Cherrie you doofus!
Told you to get some sleep.
Subconscience speaking*
I slept for 2 hours for no darn reason.
When I could be drooling all over my comfy bed before I leave for KL again.

KL's not so great after living there for 6 months. The jam is killing. So me and my bro and his gf and my bf are just gonna move back to Pg once we've graduated. Wheeee... Darn. Mummy doesn't wana go back to Pg next Chinese New Year. Not going back is gonna feel awkward.

Sighs of Relief.

2008-09-07T10:48:00.000+08:00

Clarified.
Done & Dusted.
x)x)x).

Unsightly.

2008-09-07T04:25:00.004+08:00

I met Ming Xi at Oldtown at 2320 hours. She had to go home a lil' early today. (Potong steam la lu dahling!). So I followed her back home. Had this looooooong chat with her mum. Ming Xi said "bringing you back home is like bringing my boyfriend back home." Was at her place til 0135 hours. There was just so much to tell. So then I got lost in her Taman on my way home. Sheesh. Anyways biatch. I am so going to miss you. =(.

Next!

.I'm trying not to stare, it's too late
The blankets over there, if you like
I'm broken and I'm colder than hell
I should've said I'd not come back here.

Lies and deception I cannot bare.
It's 0504 hours and I'm staring into blank space feeling like a fool. I stress. FOOL. I can't sleep.

Playing: Marie Digby - Unfold. lyrics of a song mean much to me.*

I need the questions in my head to be clarified.... I need it clarified cos' it's eating deep into me every second.

Lucky - Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat.

2008-09-06T03:27:00.003+08:00

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

*Hey you that owes me a lifetime of forehead kisses. =). I love you.

Thoughts.

2008-09-06T02:37:00.002+08:00

I'm back home. - Kluang. Sweet home. =). I literally meant sweet home.

I'll start now. Thoughts. So.. Today I caught up with a friend. A very good buddy i may say. So people, tell me, *cynically laughing*, how does one kick ones Pride and Prestige? Anyone? I'm talking about myself. You see.. I can never be kissing someones feet just to be friends with me. That's no way to be friends. To always want her to tag along with me. I always thought all that should come naturally as things go by not by words of mouth. Hmmmm.. I had a friend, well have. And somewhere along the lines we drifted apart due to reasons each had. She thought ...... and I thought ...... . Get me? Of course you don't! Who am I kidding? LOL. Due to reasons already known, I feel I've already lost (even though I didn't really lose) someone I used to know. I have to admit, it did bring me to tears during our text sessions. I have decided to take a step back. It sounds PATHETIC so very PATHETIC. - I don't wanna go into details. Then again, it goes back to Pride and Prestige. The problem with me is- Deep down I am a very soft person. I care too much. Yes, cos' for a period of time we were actually having fun and caring for each other. Now it's just... ..... . So tell me how do you stop a person from caring too much so that the aching stops? Truth. Never will happen. Never. She's still very much dear to me. And I'll be here cos', the reason to why we ended up here? Pfft! You know my dear friend. And it ticks me off so much. SO MUCH. On the brightside, I'm taking a stand for myself. One my boyfriend has been waiting so very long for. And to you my dear friend, I will always love you. Sheesh, now I sound Bi. Lesbianism anyone? Heeeee.. The other reason? That I apologise on my behalf. No intentions whatsoever for that to be drilled so deep into your head. Once again, it is NOT true. =).
*Pay close attention people, I'm killing two birds with one stone in my long i-think-is-heart-felt thoughts. So pay close attention....*

Hazirah's Comeback.

2008-08-29T20:07:00.005+08:00

How low would a person go, SINCERELY.

2008-08-16T23:51:00.001+08:00

"An apology? Bah! Disgusting! Cowardly!
Beneath the dignity of any gentleman, however wrong he might be."
-Steve Martin

Baby with a big 'B'!

2008-08-16T17:38:00.000+08:00

Cuddle Bunny. xD.

Meet Lola!...

2008-08-15T12:05:00.001+08:00

.. the incredulous! xD.

Lost photos.

2008-08-15T11:57:00.002+08:00

Those were the days.
Bitch and a half! I miss you. x(.
The long abandoned uniforms.
Those times..

Chilling.

Random Un-.

2008-08-12T18:13:00.002+08:00

One lie - Cigarettes cause cancer.
Truth is - Cigarettes cause friendly conversation amongst the sexes, which gradually leads to naked boobies, which tend to culimnate in wild passionate sex. Therefore, it should be said instead that cigarettes cause bastard children.

Long term effects of smoking - Loss of scalp and penis, or if you are a female, you'll grow a penis, and balls (big hairy ones) with worm juice as your semen.

Rape- "It's not rape, it's surprise sex. Surprise! We're having sex." - Oscar Wilde.

Monkey Business.

2008-08-12T18:02:00.002+08:00

Make me a storybook;

Write me away........

Pictures from a month back.

2008-08-12T17:28:00.002+08:00

to be continued...

Night of Madness.

2008-08-09T15:49:00.001+08:00

Need I say more?

<3.

2008-08-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

Dear baby,

Love,
Baby.
XOXO.

Just a picture I found..

2008-08-07T00:54:00.002+08:00

Hazirah called today.
Missing her badly.
x(.

And he's awake people.
I saw his car just now,
At the Dang wangi police station.
And to think that it was the car I used to hitch a ride from.
Imagine a piece of paper; crumpled.
The stench from the other cars were horrible.
Blood most possibly.
Gruesome stuff.

Did I mention I'm U.E-ed? LOL.

Mock exams.

2008-08-07T00:17:00.002+08:00

Studying can be a pain in the arse.
Oh wait. It already is a pain in the arse.

Old town.
Oh my.
Mocks brought forward.
And it's in less than 2 weeks.
I'm ef-ed for sure.

His Name is - D.

2008-08-04T16:16:00.001+08:00

LOL.
Sorry Daryl.
xD.

Hope and Miracles.

2008-08-02T17:14:00.002+08:00

As you all have heard. The Cheras accident is headlines everywhere. See the car circled in red? A friend of mine was driving that car that morning on the way to college and is now in a coma. Most of us feel it. Friends and family. I've known him since Kindy. So let's all take a minute and pray that he'll be fine. Cos I damn am trying to be strong.

Happy Birthday.

2008-07-31T17:12:00.000+08:00

He turned 20 today. Happy Birthday.
XOXO.

Light Me Up.

2008-07-30T17:08:00.000+08:00

Meet The Pals.
x).

Home.

2008-07-13T02:53:00.005+08:00

Friday - Home. It isn't that bad. Met up with friends at night. I was stranded in town since my car refused to start. I had to carpool. Ah. Did I mention the part where out of the blues, at 2 something in the wee hours of the morning, it was drivable again? Headed straight home since I wanted the company of my room instead. Oh fine. I wanted to call my bf too.

Saturday - Had some time to catch up with Kanendra and Oliver during the day. Oliver especially since I haven't seen him since March. Loads to tell. Loads to hear. Crashed Jovis' place by night since his parents were away. OHMYGOD. Those morons made me lose my voice. And I made a new friend, introduced by Nic, Kate. Half Swedish, German and Chinese. Lazy bum me is just too lazy to upload any photos. Then again, I think I'll upload one of the videos I took.

Notice the change in voice? =.=. In the end the pillow fight got even more fiery resulting in all 7 of us getting dragged into it. Including me. Which made me lose my voice even more. I found this trip back to Kluang rather enjoyable. :). Ah yes there was the usual debate on how engineers are better than lawyers. Puhlees. Pfft! (Teeheeee!).

Si Kakak Yang 'Oink Oink!'.

2008-07-12T03:03:00.004+08:00

The last I met Hazirah was on the 27th of June before she went away. I already miss her, Muiz and Shaheen. Shaheen's the lil fart with an everlasting mechanical mouth that will never stop blabbing. =D

I've been busy.
Btw, F U C K poetry.

Oxygen

2008-06-30T21:46:00.002+08:00

I came apart inside a world made of angry people
I found a boy who had a dream
Making everyone smile
He was sunshine
I fell over my feet
Like bricks underwater

How am I supposed to tell you how I feel
I need oxygen
Oh baby if I was your lady?
I would make you happy
I'm never gonna leave, never gonna leave
Oh baby I will be your lady
I am going crazy for you

And so I found a state of mind
Where I could be speechless
I had to try it for a while
To figure out this feeling
This felt so right
Pull me upside down to a place
Where you've been waiting

How am I supposed to tell you how I feel
I need oxygen
Oh baby if I was your lady
I would make you happy
I'm never gonna leave,
Never gonna leave
Oh baby I will be your lady
I am going crazy for you

And you don't wanna keep me waiting
Staring at my fingers feeling like a fool

Oh baby I will be your lady
I will make you happy
I'm never gonna leave,
Never gonna leave
Oh baby I will be your lady
I'm going crazy, yeah-oh

Tell me what you want,
Baby tell me what you need
Anything I ask baby give it to me
Baby give it to me, give it to me

I came apart inside a world made of angry people
I found a boy who had a dream
Making everyone smile

I realised this actually means a lot to me.

Edgar's Business.

2008-06-23T01:25:00.002+08:00

I quote Neevian,

Why does his pubes look like Hitlers' moustache.?

Random (17-20 06 08)

2008-06-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

I was papparazi-ed by my own brother. xD.

In 15 years time, Jabez and Ivan are going to start complaining about their wives over a glass of whisky and smoked cigars, while me and Brenda are gonna blow our credit cards shopping and complaining about our husbands. Daryl on the other hand is gonna be the pimp of the group having his own set of house keys to our house where the first thing he's gonna do every time he crashes our house is go behind the bar and fix himself a drink bragging about the ladies he gets. Emily on the other hand, and her football team (kids) are gonna i foresee, bring our house upside down. While Jabez and Brenda's kids are gonna be victims of ragging by me and Ivan's kids. Neevian will of course, make frequent visits too, for him and Ivan are gonna be plotting them dirty things. Julian and Hazirah.. will probably be the goodie-goodies of us all (obviously). Oh and I left out the part where Ivan and Jabez are gonna be on a prestige battle , which of course will benefit me and Brenda. xD. That's how much we love each other. =D Photo above - Brendas' crib.

Picture No. 1.

Picture No. 2.

Finally, Lord Cockburns pride and joy. LOL. We (people above) are known as the Cockburns, Law class March/April 2008 Intake. Ivan had to not come on this day. The doink overslept and joined us only after class. =.=".

Chemicals React.

2008-06-15T14:52:00.003+08:00

Amazing how two people can click so easily.
I'm not complaining.
In fact, I deem myself the luckiest.

Saturday.

2008-06-15T14:22:00.005+08:00

On this day me and my bestfriend reunite. Now that "horny" is out of our lifes. There was nothing else to argue about. Yes, Me love Punj. =D (Sorry Candice. xP). His Volkswagen looked exactly the same too. Black and Turtle-ish.

Bedroom Stories.

2008-06-14T01:04:00.006+08:00

I've been surfing Digi's webpage for God knows how long and I can't seem to find anything on changing my billing address. Aaaaah. Might as well crap about something since my blog has not been crapped on for a very long time. YES. Very long time. I was always preoccupied in other, more beneficial things. (Right.....) Anyways Mr. Yellow Man, I can't seem to change my billing date so I am going to lodge a complain. (Again... Right.......)

My second post for the day. Making full use of the wifi back home. Grr. 0110 hours. I'm actually looking forward to a phone call. Mr. Snufflelufugus. :)

Okay. So there's the issue of stereotypes. But the again, I won't touch much on the subject for only by proving it shall them mouths be shut. I didn't exactly do well in my first assessment. Person to be blamed - Myself. Frankly speaking, I've done better than that. (Thank you God cos this is my wake up call that college is not an extended vacation.) It was probably exceptional. Thankfully, my group of friends manage to still make top marks in class. Business being exceptional. Law; Neevian managed to top the class and Brenda, Daryl and Ivan probably got second highest. And the list goes on. English literature; Hazirah topped the class and Julian second. And the list goes on again. See people, WE ARE NOT A BUNCH OF DOOFI. Proudly speaking, we just know how to kick back and relax more. (Dude, I'm 18 this year and still wanting to enjoy my youth. I will not only dedicate my life to studies for that will make me a boring person. There's a reason the word 'balancing up' exist..) Speaking of the first assessment, don't have to remind me people I bluhdy well know I screwed it up. That does not mean I'm stupid too cos I could have done way better judging from pass encounters. Hmm. Yes. I told Ivan that I was so upset about the results that I didn't think was good enough that I think I'm probably being arrogant. Psst. Don't blame me for being a competitive person with a higher expectation. (See.? ARROGANT.). I probably don't expect to be the top scorer of the class. I just want to be a little below it. A LITTLE! Actually my results are not as bad as described. =.=.

Then there's the matter of moving on from your past. Yes. My almost 2 years of a roller coaster ride. Don't blame me for anything. Cos everything was a chain of events and that things would never have worked out. I still am the oh-so-loyal girlfriend. But I am not going to stand long for uncertainties. There's a difference you see? It's only normal for a female mammal to want the best. Ah. Yes I read it in some pyschological book I can't remember the front title. Screw that. So yes, I am happy now, it's multiplying; this happiness. So I rather call it Euphoric feelings. And the fact that I did not make the wrong decision makes everything else feel so much better. The accusations that I was cheating. Truce, it was not something overnight for me and him I just didn't tell the other him about it earlier. Or the fact that you finally changed and i turned my back against you is what I think is bullsballs cos better chances came waaay before long. Don't blame me for your mistakes. Gee.! I've finally learnt to stand up from myself. Taught by Emily. ;). Me love Mr. Snufflelufugus. :)

Then there's the thing where you go against but after a while you get dragged down as well. This gives me the headaches. Touchy matters. Life's like that.

Possible reasons for wanting to crap so much out of the blues;

PMS
Too much of Lee Ann Rimmes - I need you
Me miss Mr. Snufflelufugus.
Just testing my English, Blame English literature.

Home Sweet Blissful Home.

2008-06-13T21:34:00.008+08:00

It's so good to be home. Only til Sunday of course but heck, I'm still gonna make the best out of it. And yes, the people to meet, the people I still love.
Living in an apartment with 3 other housemates, I miss being on a higher floor. Please, I'm not complaining.
And I'm able to have my room all to myself and walk with nothing but bottoms and a tee on. *grins*. Since, I'm room mates with Emily that is never possible back in KL. And the parquet floor there sucks cos they keep coming off. I'll stick to fully carpetted rooms that always make me sneeze.

Yes, It's been on Mummy's room door for like 2 years now. Mummy's lil girl. And Daddy's too! (greed is one of the 7 sins btw.)
This must have been decades old. Saw it in the upstairs hall.

=.=. A lil' bit of vanity won't kill =P

And now I already miss people back in KL. Especially YOU. Teehee... Daryl, Neevian, Brenda, Hazirah. Mish you guys three. =) And Daryl, I toooootally agree with your empty aquarium. TERASA LAAAAAAA.... You nut!

I OFFICIALLY TURNED INTO A SCHMALTZ! Love you too btw.

I need you..

2008-06-12T16:07:00.002+08:00

... like water, like breath, like rain.
I need you like mercy from Heaven's gate.
There's a freedom in your arms, that carries me through.
I need you.

Location: Starbucks, Borders.
Currently; studying.

xoxo.

We were suppose to go for Summer Splash...

2008-06-11T01:38:00.000+08:00

... but seeing the crowd we changed our minds and ended up at Red Box. =.=

What I call 'Singing emotetek songs'

.. then there was the aftermath of too many emo songs.

... crowding Haagen Daaz with 11 not very miniature people.

LOOOOOOOOONG AWAITED!

... it was their one month anniversary.

... then somehow we landed at Borneo.

... 3 days after that, we actually sat down to study. With loads of junk from 7E and take aways from Dominos. Aaah.. I left out the )!@*&*$*!@#(^%(&#)# of crap before and after studying.

Jabez was a happy happy boy. =D

Bits and Pieces.

2008-06-06T21:55:00.003+08:00

Part 1.
Part 2.

Part 3.

Like DURH!

2008-06-04T15:04:00.002+08:00

I HATE SIVANES'S CLASS!

Who puts most right before worst?

Most worst.

Puh-lees.

Grudges.

2008-06-02T14:36:00.002+08:00

UNREASONABLE PEOPLE.
My money doesn't grow on trees dude.
=.="
All I can think about now is the 3 Jack Daniels on Saturday night at Mois.
And Emily and ... .
Loads can happen 2 nights in Penang.
I'm happy.
Emily's happy.
Happy happy joy joy!
=D

Sivanes V Starbucks

2008-05-29T14:42:00.007+08:00

When we skip Sivanes class, we turn to Starbucks Kota Raya.

When we have last minute projects to finish, we turn to Starbucks Centre Point.

Swimming on Tuesday.

And finally, the BORING SIVANES'S CLASS.

So much for being sad..

2008-05-28T18:57:00.001+08:00

... because I'm on top of the world.

And to you my dear Christ; I can't wait to meet you.

REGARDS FROM COLLEGE! XOXO xD

Some people call it Karma.

2008-05-25T16:30:00.002+08:00

You cut me out in little stars
and place me in the sky.
I lose my sense of time

You know me
How troubled I can be
but through your kaleidoscope
I let go.

'Cus you show me
the world as it could be
through your kaleidoscope
it's beautiful

A tingle travels up my spine
a cluster of colors and twine
as we melt into wine

You know me
How troubled I can be
but through your kaleidoscope
I let go

'Cus you show me
the world as it could be
through your kaleidoscope
it's beautiful

I'm not a very good person with words.
And to think I wanna become a Lawyer.

I'm Sorry.........

Marie Digby Live in One U.

2008-05-15T14:32:00.006+08:00

Marie Digby Live in One U. 14.May.2008.

This was after the concert. 4 A.M in the morning. Law assessment the following morning.

Admiral of Feelings.

2008-05-09T23:28:00.004+08:00

Those were the days.
Where we went for tuition;
Sat together;
And were crossing legs under the table.
Sneakily playing the legs tug-of-war.
Had the same clique of friends.
That hanged out together.
Happily.
Then oneday college happened;
THE PARTING.
Now I'm in college,
And you're in college,
Nothing else is the same,
We're not in the same college anymore.
And I miss you.
TONNES.
When you're not around.

Literature Class.

2008-05-09T22:29:00.004+08:00

... And this is how we roll. =D

One second of silence.

2008-05-04T04:30:00.001+08:00

I've been having too much fun lately.
Now I shall take some time and be emo.

Kluang; Kluang.

2008-05-04T03:19:00.003+08:00

Night out with some friends back home.

Before this we watched Ironman! =D

Home Sweet Home.

2008-05-02T22:17:00.007+08:00

HOME SWEEEET HOME! Lol. It feels good to be back. Eventhough it's only for 2 days. Garh. Mummy went to Australia for 3 weeks. Oh and I tell you the swimming pool is filthy since no one was home to clean it. Came home specially to see her! =D Oh look what mummy brought back among the many other things! My brother got a CK shirt. And I got a Roxy wrist watch. =) =)

Stoney Classmates. =D

Birthday Part y.

2008-04-27T00:14:00.001+08:00

2 Bottles of Chivas.
=.=.
Don't ask me to upload photos now.
I'm too caught up in my assignment.
Plus i'm at Starbucks now STUDYING!!
Friendster has to wait too.

Second week in KL.

2008-04-18T23:10:00.002+08:00

College has been fun.
With the HAIR PULLING and SLAPPING which was unexpected.
Yes, UNEXPECTED.
That! Was a first.
Oh and the Futsal we played in Ampang.
Oh my.
Lazy to upload the many pictures we took.
Because I didn't bring my adapter and am in Starbucks.
College has been...
Lepak-ish.
Like how some people say it's hectic..?
Neah..
It's my second week and I havent even gotten my first assignment.
Just one or two things that I have to look up. Homework.
Assessments up in June.
I think.

Holy Geee.

2008-04-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

Haha.
So I'm at ECKYWOOBEE Sportsbar and guess who I saw half an hour ago?
Jien from Football crazy!
Sheesh he looks bigger sized than he looks on tv.
Aaaah... He's cute. =D
Too bad he's married.

Greetings from KL.

2008-04-03T23:10:00.003+08:00

First it was this....

Then it was this...

AND THEN it was this..

So what's next? Aah happy happy joy joy.
New stuff.
*ehem*
Where's my iPod?

Greetings from KL. -Starbucks, Midvalley. It sucks living in a house with no internet. My room mate is still not here. EMILY! Hurry up! LOL. =D It's only me and my brother now. Classes start in 4 days and counting.

Gateway to Boredom.

2008-04-01T23:24:00.002+08:00

A place with no internet?
OMFG.
It feels like the fun has been sucked out.
Well no actually.
There's still games.
Disciplined I shall be.
Because college is starting.
Talk about homework!
Oh wait.
I just upgraded.
"Assignments".
Hahahahaha.
What a snob.
Just kidding!
Hmm I hope Emily doesn't kick me in bed.
Roomie. =D

Lazy friday evening.

2008-03-28T19:03:00.002+08:00

With two of my best people.

My daily Aphrodisiacs.

2008-03-28T02:31:00.001+08:00

I'm happy.
You're happy.
WE'RE happy.
1/27?
That's little.

HAPPY HAPPY PEOPLE! =D

I'm leaving on a jetplane....

2008-03-24T13:10:00.001+08:00

One last week here and au revoir Kluang!
Sheesh.
College is starting.

Trust?

2008-03-23T00:01:00.002+08:00

How am I ever gonna learn how to trust again?
Hmmm..

What every girl hopes for? HAHA. From Jeannie's.

2008-03-22T01:20:00.001+08:00

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stare's at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]

When she start's cussing at you
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]

When she ignore's you
[ Give her your attention ]

When she pull's away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]

When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared
[ Protect her ]

When she lay's her head on your shoulder
[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steal's your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she tease's you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she look's at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she say's that she like's you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grab's at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]

When she bump's into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tell's you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

Emo freak.

2008-03-19T00:39:00.004+08:00

HAPPY HALF YEAR! =D AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EMILY TOO! LEGAL AGE 18!

Malaysian Malays.

2008-03-14T20:15:00.004+08:00

Off the record,
I heard on the news that Malays in Penang were on a riot.
I can't help but say something but, WHAT ON EARTH?
So BN has had a great loss this year.
Serves them bloody right.
Oh but this means the Malays don't get much of a special treatment this time.
HELL. LIVE WITH IT. ARE YOU GUYS THAT HOPELESS? THEY'VE BEEN SPOON FED FOR WAAAY TOO LONG. THAT'S WHY THEY NEVER EXCEL.

p.s; this isn't directed to ALL Malays.

He drew a panda.

2008-03-13T21:13:00.001+08:00

H E H E H E !
=D

Result Day.

2008-03-13T00:17:00.002+08:00

6/10.
I came out alive.
I wanted 7 though..
*_*